The Change in me

Many people advised me on certain things.. N i realise i somehow did change here n that..
Health is deteriorating due to my drinking habits.. not a good thing.. frequent gastric attack woke me up somehow n yet, I do not know how to reject drinks...

There's something troubling me very very much that causes all these... I somehow loves the way it feels when i am half drunk, slightly sober and still know what is happening around me. I am able to forget my problems at this stage, for a short period of time..
I used to keep everything to myself.. putting on a strong front.. but i realise, recently, I m opening up myself to people... telling them my stuff that I would never tell anyone.. This is not me.. and i do not like to share my woes with others.. I love my old self.. the strong, and happy me.. not the girl with a lot of problems... I wan my old self back!



Was discussing with CT bout life during our journey back BP... and we came to a conclusion.. I seems to be over-independent! izzit good or bad? I reli dunno. Sometimes I really wish to be like some of my frens.. always ready to  rely on others... but.. this is not ME! Arrggghhh.. I hate growing up.. can i turn back time? maybe i should grow up in a different way?

My life seems to be getting nowhere.. this minute I am pretty clear of what I want in life, n I m lost the next... is this what we call LIFE? most probably i am having my down time, my transition period.. n i call it.. 'back to square one!'

Lastly, I hate Pasir Ris!!!!!

My Diet is going out of control!!!

Today is the 2nd last day of work.. Last Friday I ate cheese prata @ Kampung Bahru Road coz I know i will miss the place.

Monday I ate economic noodle coz I will miss it too plus its been long since i last eat that due to my diet..
Today, I ate French toast at Kopitiam.. haiz. I will really miss Outram campus.

Had another gastric attack after tea break..
Was contemplating whether to go gym or not. Force myself to go coz I know my diet will go haywire next week.
I am hating Novena California Fitness more n more. Equipment down, making squeaking sounds. Got lots of members with BO that almost make me vomit. N the shower room stinks! So, after shower, I went down to the reception and terminate my membership... hahahaha..

Met Alvin after gym.. once again.. kena force to eat. I ordered my meal n he go order soup for me saying it's good for gastric.. very sweet of him but he is really tryin to make me fat..

hmm.. tomorrow.. farewell breakie, lunch n dinner.. oooh noooo...

Fun-filled Friday+Saturday+Sunday

I m living my life to the fullest.

Do not want to spend my friday in a dull way, I got Nigel to call people out for dinner and K-session.
I was very very tired on Friday, hmm.. what did i do the night before?

Almost fall asleep at work.. Drag myself to Central after work.. Walked around while waiting for the rest to come.  There's an interesting shop in Central but I did not buy anything. Went to queue for Santouka Ramen.. Long long queue.. poor Nigel offered to queue while me n 3sa continue shopping.. 3sa sat at the side while i go browse thru some of the shop.. Nigel was still queuing when I come back.. poor him.. he queued for 1 hour for that Ramen... sigh...

The long long queue

 Still queuing

I got real bored, still queuing.... after 1 hour...

Finally, we are seated after 1 hour plus. Food is served... 

the famous pork cheek! Yummy!!

Gyoza (Ippudo Gyoza taste better)

Tonkatsu

Kara Miso Ramen (I love the soup)

Shio Ramen

The food is nice but I don't think I will queue up again for it.. I hate queuing!!!

After dinner, we slowly walked to Liang court for our K-session.. I was very very full.. n I can't reli sing that night... Richard called me asking me to join him @ St. James.. den Ruiyin called me and we had another long chat.. what a bz night.. end the night around 1am+ 

Woke up around 11am on Sat... Zynn the blur sotong got lost again.. sigh.. I dunno when this woman can remember the route to my place.. Anyway, i m moving soon.. she also don have to remember.

First thing that we do upon reaching is to grab some food... I m famished.. Ordered a high tea set at TCC...

And the two of us cannot finish a set..wahahaha..

she requested a natural photoshoot! KNS!

Me with the high tea set.. so so only...nothing fantastic

Our shopping starts from Isetan... both of us saw few bags to our liking but we curb the urge from buying(we are too poor to buy... cannot splurge!) then off to Far East. WE started combing level 2... and gosh.. we spent 3 hours combing 1 level.. tired tired.. We bought some rubbish stuff.. and i put it on straightaway.. hahaha..

I was so afraid that I won't be able to get anything on this shopping spree.. Luckily i manage to find a dress to my liking (well, it makes me look thin!) LOL!!!

Both of us ran out of fuel by 7pm++.. go get the car n off for dinner at Whampoa market. Had Fish head steamboat coz the cha bor never try before.. ordered prawn roll for her to try as well..

hmm.. I love my frens..

After dinner, go home, rest while waiting for Richard call. Was getting abit lazy by 10.30pm and was wondering whether I should go Butterfactory or not.
He sms-ed me before I make up my mind not to go.. he is so god damn lucky.. Took a cab down and was introduce to another 5 guys.. till date i can only remember 2 names.. LOL!
Partied like crazy, got home around 5am... tired.. I slept with the camera hanging on my neck..

With Chee Hau

Richard and Ernest

New found frens...

Hangover again the next day!!! Argghh.. wake up vomit, go back to sleep.. Wake up, get ready and went down to Vivo to meet Alvin..

Had dinner cum breakfast cum lunch there.. Then off we went to a small KTV pub at Kampung Bahru Road.. N he insisted me to sing a song.. Met some new friends there.. very friendly lady.. play a round of pool with her and i sux to the max! It's dessert time after beer. Went Coffee club at TCC for a Mud Pie!! There goes my diet... a trainer asking me to eat dessert in the middle of the night.. wahkaoz...

We sat there, chat till almost 2am... and now.. I m feeling extremely sleepy at work.. n in fact.. i got nothing to do..

Early Father's Day Celebration

The day is finally here after much planning from everyone at a different location.

Some hiccups and I have to take coach back.
Luck was not with me.The earliest bus available is 3.30pm. So, I called Sam and decided to hitch a ride from her.
Went for lunch with her before our journey.. As usual, she can be real slow. i have a mission to be done and it actually fails due to her slowness.
After much delay, we started our journey around 5pm. Angie and Rachel's got inpatient. Lotsa phone calls during the journey and its very exciting.

Plan A- I bring papa for a massage while they get everything done at grandma place --->Fail coz i reach    kinda late.

Plan B - Lie to papa i forgot to bring key. Ask him to go home and wait for me. Called him while I am at Ayer Hitam.. After that call, start thinking another lie coz he surely will call me sooner or later.
Atlas, reached BP.. Go get my car from Eric, drove home.. while they go grandma place to prepare. Told dad i got stomache, hide inside toilet, said my face oily, need to clean it up abit, leg itchy from sand flies bite.. really out of excuses.. atlas... got the green light from them... This time round, another lie.. lied to him that gotta pick Eric from grandma place coz he wanna join us for dinner.. --->succeeded!


Upon reaching grandma place, dad was puzzled to see so many cars there. He do not understand the purpose of the BBQ.
We did not say anything.. he is still puzzled.. everyone walked away without giving him an answer.
In the end, er su told him it's an early father's day celebration.. I saw my dad wiping his tears away.. He is getting more n more emo nowadays.. Glad that he is happy...


Yi Shia and family joined us.. Poor ah qi.. he is like the BBQ-man tat night...
Everyone enjoy playing with Cayden... He is cute!

Happy Papa 

Lotsa gossip, jokes exchange among the family together with uncle and aunties.. Haha.. Margaret actually chase after eric like a teenage girl.. I love my family!

I cabut around 10pm to meet jen, CT, n YC at Penthouse. Jen was trying very hard to promote the new drink before i settle down and my reply was, Erdinger Dunkel, yes,.... I always drink that in Singapore.. wahahahhaha... 

12am, rushed to hoe soon to join my dad n gang. Kevin joined us too.. eat again.. LOL.. macam hungry ghost.. 

End the night with a mini MOET!

Papa fall asleep soon he hit the bed... Rachel and me talked non-stop like we never meet for years! Sam got jealous n kept asking us to shut up! 

Next morning we woke up at 9am to have breakfast with papa.. But our papa was hungry n had his own breakfast already. So the 3 of us went for breakfast together. Bought Ah pui mee and have it at John's coffee shop! After breakfast, we went for a hair wash.. The shampoo girl there was kinda irritating and we r not going there again. 

After hair wash, go home, pack my stuff, back to reality..

The Ups and Downs

Life is full of up and down.

I am living a life like this. 

Sometimes I feel everything's right, I have everything I want and wished for, but the next moment it will be gone.

Sometimes I enjoy a company or two and sometimes i yearn for a few hours of quiet solitude.

Perhaps, the changes I will be facing soon is causing an unknown stress and fear in me. 

I do not know. 

Nigel's 25th Birthday

Rushed back from Tioman to celebrate Nigel's birthday. Was uber tired and almost fall asleep on my way there.

Meet them at Marche. Some of them not done with their dinner coz lotsa latecomers that night! Sigh~
I get myself a cream of asparagus as dinner. 

After being delyaed for real long ( i do not want to put up a sulky face n spoil nigel's' day) we move over to Dragonfly.

Got a shitty table at a shitty place. Ordered drinks and start toasting to nigel~
Andy and Nix joined us later followed by Bryan and Sharon.
Objective of the day is to make Nigel drunk!Everyone toast Nigel.

We changed table before the clock strikes 12. Continue our mission of making Nigel chui.
And he really chui! Ok.. i also chui~

My nanny for the night!

Nix, almost there... 

 

There, I m gone... I can't remember i took this shot!

I do not remember how i got home. Chuiness to the max!

Tioman Trip June 2010

Started our Journey to Mersing @ 6.45am.
After some long and winding road we finally reach the jetty.

The ferry ride took about 2 hours n we r finally at Paya beach.

 The guys really know how to entertain themselves!

Check in, settle down, search for food to satisfy our growling tummy!

While waiting for our Mee Goreng

It's free and easy for the rest of the day, so we changed, n start boozing...+some beach activities...

This guy is trying to scrub my face with sand!

Ended our first night with more booze.. We actually finished the bar Corona!!!

 Day 2, Snorkelling trip!

On the way to Marine Park

2nd boozing nite

Once again, we finished their Corona and have to do with Tiger

Ginger Squid. Yum Yum!!

The beach bar closed and we never have enough... so we continue with Bryan's Swing in the room.. 

Everyone K.O after that. N we got a problem waking up the next morning.. Lucky us still manage to catch the ferry... 

Board ferry, no more Sea, Sun and Sand!

KL Boozie Trip Day 4

Last day in KL.

The very good chou ah jen pick us up for lunch. The duck rice shop is closed so we went Chaoyang instead for some prawn noodles.. Yummy...
After lunch went Mid Valley.

Tea  break @ Paddington Pancakes.

 Treasure Box! Yum Yum!!

Rach urges us to go home as it was late. Went back, took our luggage and off to LCCT. Back to Singapore, Back to Reality...

KL Boozie Trip Day 3

Met yin, yc, horleng, jackie n jerry for lunch @ Jogoya, Starhill.
There's a bloody jam at Federal Highway... sigh.. We were tired and never converse much.

The spread @ Jogoya seems good but well... I got no appetite again.

Back home continue to sleep till dinner time.
Went Telok Gong for some seafood. Sad to say the standard drop.

After dinner its our first tourist spot for our kl trip! I-City!!!

There muz be booze every night.. so we went to Brussels @ Jaya One

He get wad he wanted! A Giant Hoe! Madness!!

HEAVY!