a bit bored in the class

Today is the first class for Operations management. Again, my lecturer Dr. Roberto Chavez seems pretty young. He is speaking too softly and too slow. one of my classmate actually walked out in the middle of his class. Then another classmate start to play game but forgotten to Mute his phone.

His break is a bit too late. Thank god I ate before the class. How to bear with hunger till 8.45pm. I feel like walking up and enlighten him a bit on how to be a fun and loveable teacher. Haha..... I am trying very hard to concentrate but i think My concentration has bid me goodbye 1 hour after he starts talking.

Should I attend his class tomorrow?

Forget, forgot, forgotten

forgetfulness. This word applies to me. I have been leading a sort of aimlessness life for awhile. Everyday, I will wake up, go to work, school. do my schoolwork etc. I have stop enjoying my life the way I used to.

I do not know what my goals are. sometimes I think I really do need to stop and think and reflect before I move on. But I failed to do so each time. I am very glad this will be my last term-But, I am worried I may fail 1 Of the subject last term-l hate myself for making that stupid mistake-Goodby first class honors.
Dream has been broken. l have now lost my interest in studying as well.

Even the relationship with friends seems different now. Is it me? I do not know. should I drop everything here and start afresh at a place where no one knows me?

Dilemma...